| "by the way you brought me here, it makes me believe...the best is still yet to come." |
[28 Nov 2005|06:55pm] |
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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you think?
-i wish that (certain cut or pimple) would go away.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
-if i went around and searched all my pockets and stuff, i'd have around 40...but i have nothing right now.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
-best
4. Favorite planet?
-pluto, i live on pluto...no lie. ask me my address.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
-mom. haha of course 4 is her, the only time she's in there.
6. What is your ringtone?
-joy division - love will tear us apart...been it since i got my phone almost 2 years ago.
7. What are you wearing?
-bathing suit, sweatpants, and a sweatshirt.
8. Do you "label" yourself?
-not at all, i am what i am...not a label.
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing right now.
-i don't have any shoes on, i just took off my adidas flip flops, though.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
-brightttt.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
-rob huber the tuber's a pretty cool kid. he posts a lot of bulletins.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night??
-phone with anthony-gangsta.
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell
say?
-text me when you get home and let me know if my x box is there. - kyle and his damn x-box 360.
15. Where is ur nearest 7-11:
-umm it's in glassboro/pitman. i think it's considered glassboro but VERY close to pitman.
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
-"i'm not gonna lie..." and then say something stupid/joking.
17.Who told you they loved you last?
-colin.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
-a stuffed animal or something, 'cause coco's not furry.
19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?
-none.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
-2 from homecoming.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
probably 4-5.
22. Your worst enemy?
-why would i write that on here?
23. What is your current desktop picture?
-my background?? it's polka dots, my desktop name and picture thing is palm trees.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
-it might have been kyle screaming at me through the phone "you're a fucking cunt" and i just screamed it back. haha he wants his stupid game system and we won't let him drive 2 1/2 hours home to get it and go back.
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
-a million bucks. all of my huge regrets aren't that big, and i've learned from them.
26. Do you like someone?
-that, i do.
27. The last song you listened to?
- mae - giving it away.
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| "here's to you, summer '05." |
[11 Sep 2005|11:51pm] |
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"squeeky swings and tall grass,
the longest shadows ever cast.
the water's warm and children swim...
and we frolicked about in our summer skin.
i don't recall a single care,
just greenery and humid air.
the labor day came and went,
and we shed what was left of our summer skin.
on the night you left,
i came over...
and we peel the freckles from our shoulders.
our brand new coats,
so flushed and pale...
and i knew your heart i couldn't break.
'cause the season's change was a conduit,
and we left our love in our summer skin."
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| "you gonna touch the sky, babygirl." |
[06 Sep 2005|02:18am] |
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heyy kids, it's been a LONG time. sorryyyy. yeah, i'll just pick up with yesterday. i woke up early and left for york, pa with my parents to go visit kyle {{and gorm and godish}}. i drove the entire 2 and a half hours, and it was going fine at first until i got to the bridge, that was the scariest thing i've ever experienced. i didn't want to side swipe a median or a car, i was so stiff and uptight sitting there. hahaha i wanted to pull over and switch, but you can't. i could've cried. the rest of the way was fine, i went the fastest i've ever driven before =) 83MPH ladies and gentlemen, that's not even that fast..considering judd drove us over 80 the entire way to and from the shore. hahaha anyways..we got there and walked in to see a kid walking the halls in his underwear before realizing a family was visiting. sooo good. he didn't really seem to mind too much. oh well, so we went shopping and went to eat. the boys got me into kanye west, if you can't tell. haha i actually like that album. we shut off the radio and made our own beat box song, and then we did the same thing using random words. oh, how i miss those boys SO much. we went to walmart and kyle bought some cowboy hat. he wouldn't stop calling himself "panama jack" and we had to refer to him as that for the rest of the time being. hahaha we got in the car and kyle said "panama jack is feeling a bit of country.." so i found a country station and we all acted out the instruments, i must say..we're the best country band ever. so we went back to their dorm to put all the stuff we just bought in the room, and kevin {the boy that was in his underwear when we first came in} started serenading me with a guitar. he sang a bunch of good songs, i enjoyed it. kyle ruined it by coming out and saying "get in"..kevin said he was serenading me with beautiful music or something and kyle said "i know, that's why she's coming in." hahaha overprotective brother, i love you. so shortly after, we left. =( my dad dropped me off at liz's, and we went to jj's for a good 5 minutes before randomly leaving for wildwood with judd and bj. i really don't know how it all worked out, we literally found out they were going...called them and they said come with us, let's go. so we did. on the way down, we passed a big fireball and only until we were a few feet away did we notice it was a minivan engulfed in flames. that was scary. the rest of the way down was fine, so we got to the house and hit up the boardwalk. that was the most AMUSING thing. haha we all purposely acted completely trashed, and just had a stupid time like always. bryan jenkins and juddson corl, i love you both...dearly. judd started this thing where we'd look for gross boys with fat girlfriends in hooch outfits, and judd would stop right next to them and start horribly coughing and gagging and proceed to spit out shit all over the ground, and when they walked past him he would get up and just continue walking like nothing happened. i had tears coming down my face, it was the most hilarious thing ever. bryan did this creepy troll voice and he'd walk like an idiot, and we'd be walking past people and he'd hook on to me and liz's legs so we'd stumble and have to drag him along the boards. then we made liz walk a couple feet ahead so she was next to this family, and we made her pretend like she was text messaging someone so her phone was out...and bryan just ran by and stole her phone and sprinted off with liz after him. judd and i just walked behind going "OMG did that boy just steal that girl's phone?!?!??!" hahahaha people must've thought we were trashed. good times. we went back and watched liar liar until judd and i fell asleep so we all went to bed. i was so sleepy, it was only 4 something and we didn't get up till after 1. then we went to the beach, it was NUTS. the hurricane made the water SO choppy and rough, i loveddd it. it was so warm, too. we would run into the waves and they'd topple you over and send you spinning underwater. the under current was so strong, too...you could barely walk against it. after that, we went back and got showers then hit up the boards again for some good old arcade fun. haha we won 11,000 tokens andddd i won 3 stuffed animals with 2 bucks. i am good at that crane game. judd dropped liz and i at my house, and we immediately left for the carnival. it wasn't that bad, a lot of people were there. i was deaddd tired, but i stayed for a little...and george and i won a cake!!! matt wood, lizzie, and i went on that outside gravitron kinda thing. hahaha oh my god, matt looked so scared/sick. it was so funny...his man boobs couldn't handle the pressure from the spinning. haha >=)haha we left to meet up with people at kindle, and when i got there...stupid robby action attacked me with my own cake. =( i got him back, but he was a wuss and got nauseous. haha i'll get you later, rob...don't you worry. i still love you, though. after that, we went to jj's and met up with everyone. all the boys were going to denny's for a late night snack or whatnot, but i just wanted to go to sleep. so here i am, 4 hours later still awake. why? i'm not so sure. but i'm passing out...so i'm going to bed now. i'll write more entries once school starts and stuff. <3 Colbyyyy
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| "this isn't just a slap across your face." |
[16 Aug 2005|11:57am] |
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hey guys, these entries are purely out of boredom. i may write a "real" one tonight or tomorrow..but i'm only up this early because i had an 8AM dentist appointment, and i'm eating "breakfast". as soon as i'm done, i'm going to go back to bed..but for now i found my REALLY old xanga and i've been reading it. it's hilarious, i love it. and the picture from it...wow. but, yeah. i found an old quiz, and i'll used this to take up the time until i finish my vanilla chai, and then it's back to sleep for me. :)
[my name is]: Colby
[in the morning i am]: really angry and tired.
[i dream about]: i don't really have dreams a lot, but when i do it may be something completely random once every few weeks or it may be one to stir up feelings about something happening at the time.
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: haha i can't really say that i have, actually.
[actually seen your crush naked]: no, sir.
[been in love]: i don't know.
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: coke, x 10.
[flowers or candy]: flowers are pretty, and i like to smell them...it's more of a mature gift, like a sympathy or get well thing. candy is usually the valentine's day gift because it makes people happy...so i'd have to say candy for the temporary hyperness/happiness. haha
[tall or short]: i'm tall, so i like tall guys. i used to be taller than all the guys in my class, and now i see them 2 years later and they're as tall or taller. :)
[beach or mountians]: beach, definitely.
[winter or summer]: summer.
[italin or chinese food] chinese.
[girls or guys] guys, without a doubt.
[cats or dogs] dogs, but i like 3 kittens. kaiser's, speak's, and lindz's. screw heidi. i hate your cat, liz. cali's not bad, though. kaiser's cali..that is.
[drunk or high] i haven't done both, so i couldn't really give a true opinion...but i don't like either.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: hair, then eyes, then teeth/smile.
[last person u slow danced with]: umm, last dance i went to was pitman's prom...and i think my last dance was either erik or eric. i forget. i think erik...
[worst question to ask]: there's a lot. this reminds me of "who's line is it anyway?"...they have this as a segment.
[which is worse liking someone who doesn't like you or having someone you don't like like you] liking someone and not being liked back is worse, definitely. i don't really think i have to explain.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: out of my friends, there's a ton...they're all so funny. kaiser, sean, jj, judd? hahahahaha...oh, juddson. i wish i knew that kid when he went to my school or atleast for longer than i have. haha and you can't get mad at sean, he's just hilarious.
[makes you smile]: all of them, i love them all.
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: i hate that feeling when you see them and your stomach just FLIPS.
[has a crush on you?]: ask them. or how about you tell me ;) i'm engaged, though. sorry, boys.
[easiest to talk to]: i tell mk and liz everything, but out of the guys? thomas and tay are easy to talk to. i love them.
[do you wanna spend the rest of your life with]: all my friends. i hope we all know eachother for a long time.
[do you wanna make out with]: mmm, 0:)
[are you with right now]: just me.
[do you hate]: i say i hate people, but i just highly dislike them. i can't really think of someone who i HATE. okay, maybe i can...haha
[wanna kill]: hilary duff/ashlee simpson. :D
[wanna be with right now]: depends in what way that's taken. right now, i want to be with my friends having a completely idiotic time before i start soccer and never see them again. :(
[are you talking to online]: CHYNA♥.
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no, not really...if they actually cared they'd call.
[save aol/aim conversations]: guilty as charged. i have the program where it automatically saves them in "aim log".
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex?] haha yes, but if i was a guy i'd be the biggest flaming homosexual ever. i would never ever ever like a girl. if i had to live with one, i'd go nuts.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes, but not an insulting comment...i'm talking a serious one or something i really didn't want to hear and was upset about.
[prank call]: yeah, the good old times.
[im people you don't know]: not really, if i ever said anything to people i don't know it was on myspace but I DON'T HAVE A MYSPACE ANYMORE. :)
[stay up really late on aol]: oh, constantly...if we're not having a sleepover or trashing denny's. hahaha
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your guy best friend]: plenty of times.
[been rejected]: haha oh, yes.
[rejected someone]: yeah.
[been cheated on]: once.
[done something you regret]: yes, but not in the relationship area. i try not to have regrets, but this one i can't help.
-DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...-
:x: funny = yeah, when i want to be.
:x: friendly = haha supposedly i'm too friendly sometimes. i like meeting new people.
:x: amusing = haha yes. all of my us {my friends} are.
:x: lovable = i don't really think so. it's never been proven possible because i get screwed over before guys even give me a chance.
:x: pessimistic = i can be at times, but i can be optimistic. i'm pessimistic in the relationship/boy area, and that's about it.
:x: caring = yeah, sometimes i care too much.
:x: dorky = definitely.
DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Hairbrush = silver and black.
:x: Toothbrush = purple and white. it's motorized.
:x: Jewelery worn daily = 1-12 earrings, belly button ring, anklet, my sweet 16 birthday ring, stocking choker with some sort of star pendant, whatever else. usually hair ties as bracelets.
:x: Pillow cover = different shades of purple.
:x: Blanket = different shades of purple.
:x: Coffee cup = styrofoam dunkin' donuts cup. size: largeeeee.
:x: Favorite shirt = my black mae one with the tv and the star/heart. i found it again, yesterday. :D!
:x: CD in stereo right now = silverstein - discovering the waterfront.
:x: What you are wearing now = my soccer sweats with short shorts underneath, and a daughters t-shirt.
:x: Hair = low pony-tail. old school hairstyle..i never wear it like that anymore.
WHO.W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[who called you]: the hyundai guy. spellcheck?
[hugged]: eric.
[Instant messaged]: chyna.
[Laughed with]: my mom and colin.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: no.
[could you live without the computer?]: i know everyone will be like BULLSHIT!! but yes, i actually could. if i had some way of playing music, i could easily live without it.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 278, you can FINALLY go over 200.
[what's your favorite food?]: lots of stuff. i like food.
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: kiwis. mmm.
[drink alchohol?]: no.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: i LOVE it. on the cruise i'd go and stand on the dock and just watch the sun for hours.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional.
[trust others way too easily?]: yes and no. i can't explain it...in certain situations i do.
NUMBER
[of hearts i have broken?] : i don't really think i've broken any. maybe one...
[of continents i have lived in?] : one. i'm not as fortunate as colin. :(
[of drugs taken illegally?] : none.
[of tight friends?] : a lot...i have different groups of best friends and i am so lucky for that.
[of cd's that i own?] : not a lot, i download.
[of scars on my body?] : tons, i hate it. only one really visible one on my shoulder, but i scar really easily.
I KNOW: it's raining outside right now.
I WANT: to be happy and do well this year.
I HAVE: a big year ahead of me.
I WISH: that i put more effort in towards school.
I MISS: being a little kid.
I FEAR: suffocation, getting hurt, coco not making it too much longer. :(
I HEAR: music playing out of my speakers.
I SEARCH: for love.
I WONDER: why things turn out the way they do.
I LOVE: just having a good time.
I ACHE: when we have tryouts and double sessions.
I CARE: about my best friend's feelings. and about coco. shut up.
I ALWAYS: listen music.
I AM NOT: girly.
I DANCE: ddr and old school moves.
I CRY: when i'm sad. duh.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: have plans. hahaha
I WRITE: in my lj :0
I WIN: staring contests.
I LOSE: everything, i'm so unorganized.
I CONFUSE: myself.
I LISTEN TO: music.
I NEED: to get more sleep.
I AM HAPPY WHEN I AM: having a good time.
I SHOULD: go take a nap before it's 3PM.
i'll do that, now that everyone's home. night? afternoon? something. i'll write a real entry later i guess. HAHA my mom just got me harry potter, i'm going to read that in bed. eff the nap. lmao. victoria hamilton and i love harry potter. and we already had our open discussion of who we'd like to bang.
harry or malfoy...you decide. :)
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| "i'm not sorry i met you, i'm not sorry it's over...i'm not sorry there's nothing to save." |
[11 Aug 2005|05:22pm] |
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YOU..
:x: name: Colby
:x: piercings: 13
:x: tattoos: not yet...
:x: height: 5’7" or 5'8"
:x: hair color: black/brown/reddish/blonde streaks which i did not want. haha it's real random right now.
:x: age: 16
:x: birthday: August 8th.
:x: status: single.
:x: school: gloucester catholic.
:x: eye color: the darkest brown ever.
LAST..
:x: movie you rented: team america world police.
:x: movie you bought: i can't remember.
:x: song you listened to: around the clock - the rocket summer
:x: song stuck in your head: act appalled - circa survive
:x: cd you bought: mae - the everglow
:x: cd you listened to: silverstein - discovering the waterfront
:x: person you've called: matt wood AKA "woody" haha that good, speak?
:x: person that's called you: colin.
:x: person you've hugged: hmm, all of my friends when i got back. i think the last was bj?
:x: person you've kissed: mike. i haven't seen him since before my cruise. :(
:x: person you've fought with: umm, i don't remember the last yelling fight i had?
:x: person you complimented: this boy. i don't know.
:x: tv show you've watched: haven't watched tv in ages...last time i did was on the cruise and it was all movies.
:x: class you went to: hmm, 8th period was history. but i'm not sure if it was a flip schedule day...in that case it'd be english.
Do...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else: pitman, maybe. but preferably italy, ireland, or australia.
:x: you believe in online dating: not the kind where you have a steady boyfriend that you've never met and lives 30000000 miles away.
:x: others find you attractive: how about you tell me.
:x: you want more piercings: yesss :)
:x: you write in cursive or print: printttt.
:x: you carry donor card: nope.
:x: believe in long distance relationships: depends on the situation.
:x: using someone: nope.
:x: believe in killing people: no.
:x: believe in teenage smoking: little kids that try to be cool just end up looking like a smacked ass.
:x: believe in driving drunk: never.
:x: believe in gay/lesbian relationship: i believe that people should leave gays/lesbians alone, if your decision is to be straight...so be it. stop harrassing people for what they feel, it's not like they're bothering you.
:x: you watch soap operas: no.
FAVORITE..
:x: food: LOTS of stuff. trust me. haha
:x: song: hmm, that's so hard. i like a lot of songs. i mean a LOT. i like act appalled right now...
:x: thing to do: do the randomest shit ever with my friends. that's always the best. or play soccer.
:x: thing to talk about: music is easy to talk about, so is sports, but just any random stuff that comes up.
:x: sports: soccer, track, diving, football.
:x: drink: snapple kiwi teawi. it's gone, though..so wawa lemonade tea.
:x: movie: donnie darko. run ronnie run makes me smile.
:x: X-men: wolverine.
:x: saying: "what the fuck"
:x: Disney movie: umm, that's hard. i don't even know...fine, maybe lion king? just because everyone's obsessed with it and i have to put up with it. and because i was the mom.
:x: scent: pink by victoria's secret. so good.
:x: word: "dude"
:x: nickname: bina?
:x: guy name: logan, xander, gavin, cylus...
:x: girl name: it used to be chloe, but now i'm not sure.
:x: eye color: blue or green.
:x: flower: pink rose. or dyed black roses...they're neat.
:x: class: chemistry, i actually liked it towards the end of the year. or stupid stuff like gym.
HAVE YOU..
:x: ever cried over a guy: haha more times than i should have.
:x: ever cried over a girl: i hate girls. if i did, it was out of anger.
:x: ever lied to someone: yeah, but not in the way that you think. i don't deliberately lie to people. i hate liars.
:x: ever been in a fist fight: once...hooray, olive garden bathroom! don't even ask hahaha but i kicked her ass completely.
:x: ever been arrested: nope, i've been with people and we've been suddenly surrounded by 4 cop cars, or the other time had them chasing one of my friends that had ran off down the street and they thought it was us, or the time alyssa and i got the bus pulled over by a state trooper...of course he runs on the bus and screams, "YOU!" at me first.
:x: ever eaten frog legs: no, i could've though.
NUMBER..
:x: of times I have been in love: i don't know.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken: yeahhh, heart broken AKA being sad over a boy dumping me or something? ...tons. i've never ended a relationship, i always end up getting screwed over for no reason. s'all good. haha
:x: of hearts I have broken: i don't know, i've turned people down or something so does that count?
:x: of drugs taken illegally: none, i think.
:x: of things in my past that I regret: i can only think of one thing that i regret so much, but i try not to have a lot of regrets..just wishes.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..
:x: pretty: sometimes, i guess.
:x: funny: haha yeah, my friends and i together are hilarious.
:x: hot: i don't know, i don't care.
:x: friendly: extremely. i will befriend almost anyone. almost.
:x: ugly: i don't know/care. that's your opinion.
:x: lovable: no one's ever tried to love me, they just like to screw me over so i wouldn't know. - haha i liked that answer, that was lizzie's. perfect.
:x: pessimistic: at times, depends on my mood.
:x: optimistic: i try to be.
:x: caring: yes, sometimes too much.
:x: sweet: sure?
:x: dorky: hahahaha yes.
:x: stubborn: most definitely, i will fight to the end for my opinion/beliefs.
:x: random: wow, yes. extremely so. hahaha once again, put my friends in a big group...you don't even know what's going on it's so random unless you're one of us.
RANDOM..
:x: spell your first name back wards: ybloc
:x: the story behind your user name: i had a xanga and colin was leaving for japan, and he said make a livejournal so we can talk. next thing i knew, he had made one for me and this was it.
:x: are you straight: yes.
:x: where do you live: good old washington twp.
:x: sn: breathebleedstop, weird..i know.
:x: numbers in your cell phone: 249
:x: shampoo: garnier fructise..smells good.
:x: soap: the bar of soap that's in my shower.
DESCRIBE YOUR..
:x: wallet: i don't have onee.
:x: hairbrush: it's silver and black.
:x: toothbrush: purple and white, and motorized :D
:x: jewelery worn daily: stocking choker on my neck with some sort of star pendant, usually one of my favorite rings, my 12 earings, my belly button ring, and usually an anklet.
:x: pillow cover: ummm, i forget what it is right now. i think it's purple?
:x: blanket: there's 2, dark purple and light purple.
:x: coffee cup: whatever i grab out of the cabinet
:x: sunglasses: well i bought the same ones twice and they both broke, but they're lime green with big black lenses. i love them dearly.
:x: shoes: gallaz but it's the summer so i've been wearing these black and white flip flops with bows on them.
:x: handbag: some black leather handbag with silver dangling stars..i NEVER carry it, though.
:x: favorite top: my mae t-shirt/s.
:x: CD in stereo right now: the new silverstein cd.
:x: what you are wearing now: my catholic soccer shirt and dark green soffe's. i match well.
:x: hair: down and POOF. it's air drying.
:x: make up: none i got out of the shower an hour ago, and i still haven't done anything. going to go do that now.
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| "where'd you find those crazy boys this time?" |
[09 Aug 2005|03:53pm] |
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pictures and stories from the cruise will be up soon.
:D
<3 Colby
thank you everyone for everything...thanks for making it a good birthday ;)
p.s. i drove on streets. and highways. my instructor did not have to tap the brake or grab the wheel once. i feel accomplished.
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| "...i love you, i hate you, i love you, i hate you..." |
[30 Jul 2005|03:38am] |
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hey kids. hmm, today was good. i slept in late for once, i have the smallest bladder ever {{okay, maybe hooper wins? hahaha}} and i wake up constantly to pee, and then can't fall back asleep..but today i did. =)sorry for that bit of info... anywaysssss. i packed a little, ha. i was supposed to be done and have my bags loaded in the van by today. yeahhhhh, no. i'm not even 1/4 packed. whatever...so i get a phone call from kevy-pooooooo and he came back this morning!!! =D goddd i haven't seen him in 5 weeks, i just freak out for hours on the phone to him. hahaha so it was really good to hang out with him again, he's changed. he wears jeans now... =O gasp. but we went to the baseball fields to see if everyone was still playing there, and they were just getting in the cars to leave, so i hopped in george's car and we all sped off and tried to lose eachother. scary stuff. we all ended up at amanda's and hung out till we got in the cars again and went to wawa to get food, and then to walls school where we invaded the playground. i swear they have the WEIRDEST things in that playground, i love it. next i got a call from my family saying they were picking me up at around 10, so i got picked up and went home to where colin was sitting with my grandma on the couch. =D i'm so glad he's home. it's weird, i had just gotten used to him being gone again after his surprise month visit in march-april..and now he's here. it's awesome. kyle had to be a douche and go to the shore for the night, though...so colin and i stayed in and watched a japanese comedy dvd. jj aka "dookie" and cock aka {{or actually not aka...}}"jonathan" hahaha...came over and watched it for a little while, too. then we helped colin unload his bags and i hugged them goodbye incase they didn't stop by tomorrow. =( i hate not seeing my friends for long periods of time. oh well. i'll see you guys soonnnn. ooookay, so kyle just called and there was a huge fight at the shore and the cops got involved so now he's coming home. so maybe it will be the 3 of us for the night. yay. anyways, i'm just sitting here listening to some good old music. tomorrow i have to hit up the stupid mall with colin and get some necessities for the cruise. ughguhg. hopefully i'll get my phone fixed or exchanged, too. i now don't get service even in my own house. i try to call people and it'll ring once and then it'll be silent and i'll look at my phone, and it'll just be the regular background. it just stops my calls in the middle of them. makes me so mad. whatever, i won't be using it for a week. everyoneeee text me before 4PM sunday and i'll probably answer you =D!!!! okay and wtf, i was just looking at everyone's info/away 'cause i have nothing better to do at 2:30 in the morning, andddd everyone is in some long-ass relationship. =( i want to be in a longterm relationship. seriously my longest relationship wasn't even a month. for once i'd like to have a nice relationship. mmhm, that'd be nice. kay, thanks. yeah, like that'll ever happen. haha whatevvv =/ but okay, i guess i'll start my little notes to everyone? haha i won't be on much tomorrow, anyways. i have a lot of stuff to do. right before vacations i get really nervous, too. i was thinking about it today and i almost freaked out...i don't even know why. when i get nervous i get nauseous, and that to me is the worst thing in the world. i can't even begin to tell you how horrified i am of throwing up..i violently shake, hypervenolate, and i cry hysterically if i have to get sick. so i got really scared about the trip and made myself feel sick, but now i'm good. i can't wait, i just hope
i don't feel nauseous on the boat. i didn't last time, so i think i'll be good. no sea-sickness. i'd probably die...not even exaggerating. =O
mmm...i'm just going to go down my buddy list for now. in no favorite order.
mary urrrrsherrr you're a true p-i-m-p haha you're hilarious. i'm sorry girls suck, but it's their loss. honestly. sorry i haven't gotten to talk to you that much, lately! i promise we'll hang out when i get back. ♥
chris bffl dudeee you're a loser. haha a loser that makes good money. gladiator? dodgeball? you know it. asap.
thomas freaking wetzel i am very upset that you didn't come back to talk to me! seriously, we're fighting the forces and we shall conquor them. like i said, best friends. you're the best...don't even get me started.
my hooperrrr i love you, my violent little hooper. hahaha i got to see the road rage first hand. yesss..haha have fun camping. remember, stop by bermuda! oh, p.s...if i have another dream again and i can't tell you about it, i seriously will cry. haha bright colors, i promise. tell jenn i love her! and tell kate and de that i'll miss them, too =( we're all hanging out. really soon. and lots of times.
lindzzz have fun in vegas, don't get too burnt. i'm sorry that the twins are being split up for vacations, but they will be reunited soon. ♥kayleeeeee and krystallllll♥ haha
DOOKIEEEEEE hahaha dookie for life. word. keep pimpin' that shit. hahaha and we'll have tons of sleepovers in august. i'll finally be 16..stfu. haha
kaisey-poohh♥ 1 l0v3 th33 k41z0rz...'nuff said.
natttt have fun in london!! bring back lots of awesome stufffff and safe some for me this time!! haha i'll miss you tons x 1035343543435.
murphhheyyy i'll miss you brother!! you're not going to CA, shut up. haha ♥
kevy! i'm sorry i'm leaving right when you finally get back, i missed you tons and we'll hang out a lot when i get back..and when we don't have hxc soccer. haha
jordizzle i love you, stop being a bad kid. hahaha with your non-jesus-friendly activities. kay? =D ♥
ericccc i'll miss you and i promise i'll hang out with you guys a ton, i'm sorry i wasn't there a lot this week. =( but i still love you guysss.
kina kinaaa darling, where would i be without the random 'mo moo. hahaha seriously we'll figure it out again. i'll miss youuu =(
viccccc "god help the mister-yeah, god help the mister...that comes between me and my sisters." hahaha spice girls for life. i love you x 342343432. we'll reinact them when i get back..promise. i don't care how tan i am, i will not be scary. SOB. haha
lizzieee my boo bah, my other half. i'll miss you, don't watch any movies with the group while i'm away..you'll have no one to yell with. hahaha i love youuu and i'll see you soon.
lyssss i miss youuuu let's have lots of parties when i get back, lots of random people can show up and we can watch degrassi. sound familiar? hahaha ♥
mkkk you won't see this for another week or something, but i hope your trip was awesome =D and i'm sorry for the text message...hahaha
chris-dick also at the shore, you suck. haha we'll hang out more when i get back. nicokle can actually come this time. yeah, you heard me nicokle. hahaa.
john next time answer your phone so we can hang out! i miss you! ♥
melindaaaa i miss you, and i miss when you, me, and alli have our random awesome times. we're all going to south street asap...i love you♥
mchammer you're not even going to read this. so i'll just say keep it gangster. hahaha
timmer have fun on takehold's tour!! send them my love and tell them good luck. i love youuuu and joe and fama of course.
brettany where the hell have you been, buddy? i miss you like hell...we're all going to hang out haha you, me, mike...and maybe pat and ray can come, too. hahahaha
abssssdiesellll i love you, you're crazy. we're hanging out more, it's always crazy when abby's there. hahaha
bj i miss you so much, i haven't seen you in FOREVER. as soon as i come back, we HAVE to hang out and i want to see your new puppy! ♥
davidd saundersss aww, too bad you can't call me at 9AM for a wake up call. ha! so we're hanging out when i come back, this time for more than 2 minutes. i really do miss you..believe it or not. haha
patrickkkk rodgersss you're hilarious and i love you, we'll hang out when i get back if you actually call me. ya know, 'cause you don't do that very often. hi-ohhh =P
caitlin where have you been!? i miss you like crazyyy. what are we going to do for our birthday? joint party? let's plan it ASAP. it'll be amazing. 8/8 =D ♥
maria okay, same question. haha i miss you like crazy, too. august should be fun with all our soccer, i'll see you this season. =D yayyy haha we're hanging out before it all starts though, you know it consumes 99% of our time.
pfeifffff i miss you like hell! how was your trips? we'll hang out when i get back. ♥
seanyy i'll miss you and your calling me names. haha what am i going to do without my daily dose of "black colby"? i can't get mad at you, and i hate it. hahaha
leslieeee i miss you, we'll have lots of dates when i get back. i promise ♥ p.s. let me dye your hair haha it'll be fun.
drezilla your hair is beautiful, i'm jealous. haha i miss you tons, we'll have our spice girls night when i get back. read what i said to vic...it's the best lyric ever. haha
jamieee i will try my best to send a postcard, okay?! you better send me one!! good luck with the games, banshees for life. ♥
"pedro" "felicia" misses you/hanging out with you a lot...maybe it's mutual. fixable?
so i think that's all i can think of right now, i'm sorry if i left anyone out i'm pretty tired, i wrote most of this half-asleep. haha i'll probably go back to this in a week and freak out realizing what i wrote. my apologies.♥ love you all...i won't even be home the day i get back, so i'll see you all on my birfffdayyyy!!! =P leave LOTS of love. -colbyyyyyy
text me before sunday afternoon, bitchessss.
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[29 Jul 2005|12:12am] |
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alrighty, so i'm finally going to sit down for a minute and make an entry. i'm sorry that i haven't written anything in over a month, but who really cares. haha everyone's out all the time, it's summer. =) it's had it's ups and downs...ya know. i've been away a lot this summer for once, and it feels good to do a lot of stuff. i love being with my friends every day, don't get me wrong. i just like vacations a lot. actually, right now i miss a lot of people. i'm sorry to everyone that i haven't gotten to see lately. it's real hectic..especially starting tomorrow. anyone know what tomorrow is??? =D =D =D colin actually at this moment is either leaving his apartment with all his bags, orrrr he's on his way to the airport. yeah, that's right. ladies and gentlemen...he's coming home. finally! it's about time, i mean it's only been a year. psh. it sucks takehold goes on tour the day he gets home, so mr. joe vergara aka my substitute brother/bodyguard {shut up, you're my sub. whether you like it or not. haha} and mrrrr. jeff w. fama aka my bestest friend, {hahaha colin i promise i kept it up} won't be making an appearance in the gallagher household. oh well, when we come back i guess. right right, we're leaving too. =D first real family vacation in over 2 years. it's going to feel amazing to have everyone together again. kyle is awesome, i love him..but i'd still rather have it be all 3 of us. these two losers are both leaving me in a few weeks, though. so right now, starting tomorrow..colin will be in washington twp. for a day, basically. then on sunday morning we have to drive back up to new york where we just picked up colin at the international airport, and dock the boat around 4PM. i absolutely love cruises, and i can't wait to be in bermuda. i hear it's amazing...i know it will be. last time we went on a cruise i was going into 5th grade, haha wow that was the best thing ever. we promised in 3 years we'd go on another, but of course it's taken about 6. oh well, atleast we've been on any. i don't believe i will have the ability to contact anyone after we leave...so i'll leave some messages or something. maybe the day before i leave, i'll come on here and leave some messages so people can't answer me for a week >=) muah ha ha you'll have to wait till i come back or read it and try to catch me before i dock the boat, i guess. have fun with that. natalie, have fun in london dearrrr ♥ i love you! lindzzzz♥!, have fun in las vegas, don't get burnt in that ungodly heat haha everyone else going anywhere else, have funnn! awww my poor coco has the hiccups right now, it's hilarious. so it's 1:15 in the morning and my dad is showing matt some stuff on the laptop, shirtless. hahaha what the hell..i love how random my house is. so i haven't even started packing, i can't stand it. i absolutely despise packing, i procrastinate as much as i can. it's so annoying, i went upstairs to pack and ended up on my laptop..now i'm here. yeah, whatever. tonight i went to natalie's to hang out, and then we all ended up at speak's to watch the new texas chainsaw massacre. wow, i thought it was retarded and i wouldn't have jumped if natalie didn't scream bloody murder. haha she scared the crap out of anyone, it's hilarious..if you ever want to be amused, watch a scary movie with natalie. do it. i haven't seen those kids in ages...why? i don't know. i think i may hang out with them tomorrow if i don't go up to new york with my dad. i don't even know what's going on, all i know is that i'm excited. really excited. =D! ohh, yeah...we get back on the 7th of august in the morning and that night i'm going to krista's sweet 16th party =P...but guess what the next day is? yep, that's right. my 16th birthday...finally. it's about time haha now you guys can't all make fun of me anymore!! i'm excited. i really just want to get my permit, but i do my 6 hours on the 9th and 10th. woop woop stay off the roads. haha i'm horrified to drive, i've only been behind the wheel twice. the first time i purposely slammed on the brakes. shut up, it was on purpose. and then the second time i actually did okay and i was driving in a pretty filled parking lot. i was scared. haha colleen was crazy to let me drive near cars. okay so i'll leave some notes tomorrow or saturday, i'm going to go play 'you don't know jack' with matt and kyle. this should be amusing.......
byeeeeee
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| "and it's strange, how we're wasting our lives. novacaine...when the pain helps us rise." |
[24 Jun 2005|04:27am] |
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heyy kids, quick update. i'm sorry i haven't gotten time to write anything. i'm never on, anymore. summer is finally here, and it's starting to get good. the past 24 hours has been a constant party. haha everyone was at my house for a party, then liz(ginger), drea(sporty), natalie(baby), and vic(scary) slept over♥, and then everyone else just came back the next day when we woke up and had an even bigger party. i love my friends. after everyone left today, a few of us went and changed real quick, then bj picked me up and brought me to taco bell where we met everyone. it was the first time in my entire life that i have eaten taco bell..and i must say: it was good. i got two hard shell tacos and i ate them all. i even had another bite of j-rizzle's. haha i'm proud of myself. the randomest times are the best. we all parked next to eachother, put on the hazzard lights of ever car, and then blasted rap and got outside the cars and danced our asses off and raved. i looked up to see bj and pfeiff dancing around the entrance to taco bell shirtless. hahaha they're nuts. but today was the last time i'll see any of my gc best friends and pitman best friends for a while. wellllll, i'll see the gc girls tomorrow, but anyways...tomorrow i leave at 5:30ish to go to gc and leave on the bus for the shore, where we're staying for the night so we can play the wildwood beach blast tournament. i can't wait, i've never done this before. i'm excited. i want to see the soccer girls, too. i miss them and i miss gc soccer so much. i can't wait for tryouts. :D so then i'll get home late saturday, {i'm skipping sunday of the tournament :(}, then i finish packing anddd we leave sunday for florida. my dad's coworker gave us her house for a week while her family is on vacation. so when we go to florida, i get my own room with a tv and every single person in the house plays guitar, so they have about 20 guitars. oh, did i mention the house was a BLOCK from the beach? :) :) :) :) i can go to bed whenever i want without worrying about waking anyone up, and just wake up real early, drag my shit a block, and pass back out on the beach. we're also going to universal for a day and seeing cirque du soleil. if words could explain how excited i am, i'd write them...but they can't. kyle and i have wanted to see this for SO long and we could never get tickets. i hear the one in universal is amazing, too and way better than the one in philly. this vacation is going to be amazing, and this is only the "relaxing" vacation that we're taking solely because the woman gave us her house. we're going on a cruise to bermuda in july, which was supposed to be our vacation for the summer. we never go on vacations anymore, so this summer will be good. okay, wellllll...i'll miss you all. if you want a post card, send your adress in a text message to me and i'll TRY my best to send you one. i love you guys. ♥ byee.
"old enough to abuse me,
but all too cheap to amuse me.
strong enough not to fear me,
but all too loud now to hear me.
sick enough to infect me,
but too far gone to protect me."
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[06 Jun 2005|11:38pm] |
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hey, kids! i'm sorry...it's been a while again. nothing's happened that's completely life-altering. school is over, we have finals starting tomorrow until friday. but other than that, school is done. i'm so excited :) i can't believe we're going to be juniors. i'll finally be freaking 16 soon, too. thank god. haha i hate being 15. it's so young sounding. oh well. so my chemistry final exam is tomorrow, we're all so screwed. so i can't really update right now because i'm on the phone with j-rizzle and i'll start saying what i'm typing or start typing what i'm saying. so i'll update later. cyaaaa
"i'm running in circles,
it's you i'm thinking of.
and if you don't want to talk...
then this isn't love.
a new destination,
i'll say my goodbyes with my back turned to you,
...atleast i know we tried."
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| "because every failure's just as sweet as the last." |
[27 May 2005|01:56am] |
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hey kids, sorry it's been so long. i'll just start with prom weekend. the prom itself was pretty good, but nothing compares to the weekend. we all went to the promenade (spelling?) and walked on stage, yada yada. i was afraid to fall. then we tore it up on the dance floor 'cause we're cool like that. haha although i must say, the gc kids had better moves. sean had to leave early, so i stayed and the boys were nice enough to dance with me after sean left. then we went to the after-prom for about 10 minutes, and went back to j-rizzle's. i hadn't been to his house in months...that's so weird. so we all stayed up for as long as we could, but mostly everyone passed out. i was out for an hour and i woke up to everyone surrounding me, staring at me, and smiling. i was creeped out. haha eric kept freaking poking my nose saying "boop", so i finally got up. then they all became dead tired, and i was wide awake. it made me sad. so i was outside on the porch for a little while, and then it was cold so i ended up in that other room when you first walk into the house. good times talking about extreme winnie the pooh: winnie gone bad. hahaha i love pooh bear. i cannot speak of the secrets coming out next season, but i assure you, they are juicy secrets. perhaps there will be an episode you can view later 0:) i love how people talk random things when they're half asleep, such as:
eric:"do you wanna go swimming with tom?"
me:"who the hell is tom?"
eric:"i don't know...but we can find him."
----and----
liz:"i'm gonna punch you in the fucking face."
me and eric:"uhhh"
liz:"i hate you"
me:"oh dear god, what the..."
liz:"shut the fuck up!"
me: ...?
liz:"why the fuck am i fucking cursing so fucking much?!?!?! FUCK!" and she turns over and doesn't talk for another couple minutes. she was hilarious...i love her. my booh-bah. ♥
i don't even know what was going on, i was half asleep saying random stuff too. i made creepy new-yorker talk come out of a rag doll..just don't even ask. so i had to get up at freaking 10 am to leave for my lovely soccer game while everyone else went to ocean city. i wasn't going to go, but we lost our soccer game even though we completely outplayed the other team. so i went home, quickly packed and showered, picked up eric and vic, and headed to pfeiff's shore house. when i got there, i took out my n64 and we all played mario kart 64. good times, toad rules. so then we finally fell asleep, and i woke up and ate random doughnuts and stuff..and found everyone in their bathing suits on the deck. we all planned to jump into the bay and swim across it to the other side, and all of us get up on another dock. i was the 3rd person to jump in, and i turned around to see everyone freaking out and doggy-paddling back to pfeiffer's dock. as soon as you hit the water, it was like extreme-hypothermia. your body froze and locked into one position, disabling your ability to freak out and swim fast to the other side. bj and i were the only ones who made it across, and we crawled up on the other dock and fell over shaking. then everyone was screaming "come back" and we were NOT swimming back. then they all proceeded to take pictures of us waving our arms screaming "SOS" haha so my lovely pfeiff rescued me in a kayak, and bj was crazy enough to swim back. so instead of rushing onto pfeiff's dock and getting my towel, we kayaked out to the ocean and explored. it was awesome, i thought it was going to flip over. haha i didn't know there were sharks in the bay, and i fucking swam in it. i could've had a heart attack when pfeiffer told me. so then we headed to the boardwalk. the first thing i did was go on that ride where they put two people in a ball and shoot the ball into the air REALLY high. vic and i went on it twice in a row, it was on "sale" that day..2 for $15. so worth the money. then we played a lovely round of minigolf. bj won, and caitlin, jess, and i all tied. at one point, everyone else that was playing on the other course was right next to us, so we jumped the fence and hit their golf balls. haha >:) next we all went to the beach and had a round of gymnastics in the sand. so much fun. i almost lost my purse with a $100 dollar bill in it, but this fuge kitchen guy came and asked me if i lost it and handed me my purse. thank god. so we all headed home, and had a nice time trying to beat eachother. hooray for going 100mph. shh. so that was my amazing prom weekend. i love my friends.
then we came back to school and it was a quick 3 day week. wednesday was a WRECK. i had that lab book due, and i was so stressed out..i was spending so much time on the lab book i completely forgot to study for history. i got to history and literally had 3 answers filled out on the entire test. mr. bakey came over and started laughing. he was like "did you even study?!" and i explained, and then i said i was about to cry and he was like "please don't cry, i don't know what to do when girls cry" haha it was funny. but i still cried. so then it started raining and i wasn't sure if we had track, steve and colleen weren't sure...so of course i go out and find out we still had track and liv forgot to tell meee. i REALLY wanted to go, i'm going to suck parochials up. but soccer has been canceled for the past 2 days, so i've gotten to spend time with people again. i'm so glad i didn't lose them, everything just picked up right where it left off. so i'm more than ready for summer...i can't wait. :D :D :D :D i just wish things were a bit...different.
"you took my hands, and led me wrong.
now i'm back...and i'm sad.
i cannot stand there, i will not watch that...
i won't be left here alone.
your phony values,
your stolen pep talk...
you took the stars from my eyes.
you told me, you fucking told me...
"everlasting friendship."
you lied.
you told me, you told me...
"everlasting friendship."
i trusted you.
your hatred an excuse,
against all that happens to you.
something to fall back upon...
and i see your stories.
you wanted to end the fight, my son.
while you attack the defenseless...
when their guards are down.
it's in the past, leave it behind.
i don't hate you, but i'll speak my mind.
you wanted to break the walls,
now face up to what you built.
you're a hypocrite,
and your doube standards create your hate.
face the lies,
you're a hypocrite my friend...
yes, you are."
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[19 May 2005|10:31pm] |
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hey kids, what's up? i'm dead tired so this is going to be quick...today was okay. we got out early and went to the tri-county meet. i was originally doing the 100 hurdles, 400 hurdles, 200meter, then the 4x4. i ran a 17.0 (i did so horrible, i fucking stutter-stepped.) and got 1st in the 100 hurdles, and ran a 1:09.1 for 1st in the 400 hurdles. then i decided that i was too tired to run the 200 and then run the 4x4 2 events later. sooo we only went against woodstown and we had them the whole time until the very very end of colleen's lap. oh well, second isn't bad. haha some of the officials were really nice, joking around with me. the one called me pebbles for my amazing ponytail. then the other guy screamed at me for "our team not being ready and he's had to tell us every event to get ready." asswipe, don't take it out on me. whateverrr, yo. haha so it was a good day, i guess. whatever, i'm dead tired. i came home and i wanted to go out, but then i realized i was too tired and everyone has school tomorrow so i'd have nothing to do. i'll tell you all about prom laterrrr. byee for now :)
"i hope you enjoy dying alone."
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[18 May 2005|09:43pm] |
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hey kids, what's up? so today wasn't too bad. i was comotose by 8th period, though. haha i found out i passed the driving test, so i can call to schedule my 6 hours after i turn 16!! i can't wait! atleast there's something to look forward to this summer besides my vacations. after school, i learned the cheer with the cheerleading team for their tryouts tomorrow. i swear, i know it by heart now. i'm amazing. haha the coach was like "is this your first day?" and i was like "uhh...i do umm...sports." and all the cheerleaders went :0!!!!! and looked at me like cheerleading was a sport, i had to save myself. hahaha it was great. i'm sorry, girls..i don't think it's a sport. but anyways, i went to track and practiced tumbling and fun shit with coll. we're so good. 8). i HATE practicing on gloucester's track because i don't want to 3 step on gravel, and i know if i try and mess up, i'll get in a bad mind frame for tomorrow and think that i can't do it. so i tried to avoid that, and we started just doing leads and trails and stuff. wasn't too bad. we'll see tomorrow..we leave right after 5th period. :D it makes me happy. oh, and another thing..my fortune cookie tonight was the best one i've ever received. hopefully it's right.
..you don't think i'd actually type it on here, right? ruin my luck of it coming true?! psh. haha but i was just reminiscing over our old picture sites, and it makes me sad. no one is happy anymore, i just wish it was like old times. those were the best...guys, go look at them. :) you'll remember the good times. cheer up...it'll get better. i'm always here for all of you, you all know that. i don't want to lose anyone, and i'm afraid i will. i already think i lost someone, and that feeling sucks horribly. i just wish it were like old times...it's funny how everything changes in the blink of an eye.
www.picturetrail.com/turpentine_kisses
www.picturetrail.com/tiredofdreamingx
"what doesn't kill you,
only makes you stronger."
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